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nuffin new. well yea, kinda. william is gonna graduate!!! finally! that damn school of his was giving him the run-around but he managed. his demo reel was great and mhm..cool. he presents his demo at the broward convention center this thursday from 9am-12pm..(go see).. along with everyone else's portfolios. then at 5pm, that same day, is his graduation. so exciting. graduatin college, tre' cool. i am so so so so far from graduating. sucks actually. ive been doing so bad. been on probation for the past two semesters, and imma be failling like 2 more classes this semester, prolly gonna get kicked out..lol..so bad...iuno wat happened to me. i was so good, as is known, but two, almost three years of being away, no school, just work, really killed me. uurrgghh. so upsetting. cant wait til fall semester. gonna start taking chinese and focusing on my major and not all these crap classes. anyways. im so excited! i took off work today to make up a class that id be missing to be able to go to williams portfolio/graduation. (couldnt make up the class either way, so mad) we..i have an A in that class, shouldnt hurt 'that bad'..blah. so yea. dont know wat classes to get for summer A..prolly just one, maybe two classes, hopefully online..we'll see. anyways. i have several ideas of what to get william as a graduation gift. i already got him the street fighter 4 tournament edition sticks, that cost me a freaking leg on ebay, but i want to get him something else. he wants: the Neverender: Children of the Fence Edition Coheed and Cambria new album, he wants Resident Evil 5, a hand held vacuum cleaner (lol) among other trinkets. siigghh..i'll figure it out. i'll end up getting them all..lol.. love i tell ya.
mhm.. so..well.. i'll write back tomrw after i get out of his graduation. all should go if you're his friend. he'll love it. maybe dinner after? we'll see =p

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Domi

graduation.

so. had not updated my blog in a while (http://www.abysweets.blogspot.com/) been super busy with work, school and helping my boyfriend, william out. my baby finally graduates next thursday and im so excited for him. he's getting his B.A in Video Game Art/Design and i think thats pretty cool. he's been so busy finalizing his demo reel, its been crazy. but today is the day. the moment of truth. he turns in his final reel and all that comes along with. i know he'll do great yet im so anxious. im here, home, waiting for his text telling me how he did. everynight, for the past 2-3 weeks ive been helping him best i can. pobresito, last night he didnt sleep at all. kissed him good bye this morning and sent him off. awww im so excited. rofl...gets me sad too though, he's graduating...and i am SO far off of graduating. urgh. this is what happens when i let work get ahead of school..urgghh!! we..it'll be ok. so. yea. i'll update again soon. have to write what ive been working on as a side project. cute stuff i say =p

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origami.

papercrafting. its my thing. my hobby. && i love it. cubeecraft is the best. when i get money back from my taxes, imma have a kinkos trip worth a couple dollars to print cubees. it will be a party, a cubee party..consisting mainly of myself and maybe william..perhaps wilson. anywho's. in december, 08, i bought me this calendar thingy for my job where every day its an origami fold, base and/or model. its the bestest. my desk at work is full of origamis everywhere. the best part is that every day/page is a different paper color, with pretty prints and all. i love it. i love paper hearts, tulips, penguin, panda, pig, seals, boxes, dogs, etc etc. im obssesed ;p
i was thinking i should start recordin tutorials on papercrafting/origami, instructional videos to post on youtube and here as well. shall be cool. for my own pleasure. keeps me busy when im sad, depressed, alone and/or bored. lolz. oh well.

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bleh.

i hate not knowing. not being able to find out. i absolutely detest being lied to. i wanna believe every word that is said to me, but urgh its so hard. somethings are simply too hard to believe. how are they possible. and its so careless the response i get back. like it matters not. i dont deserve that. fuck, i wanna believe, but past events have led me to make my heart a little tougher. i care too much. i love too much. ive been lied to too much. it will not happen again that i get taken for a fool. maybe im just paranoid, due to the fact that the past has made me this way. i might be mistaken, but sadly i have no way of knowing whether i am or not. one thing i do know, for a fact, if i ever find out, again, that ive been lied to, again, it will be the end of it. the end of this. and you will regret the day you decided to mess with my heart.

UP!

its a known fact. i love disney. for me, its def. the happiest place on earth. i love every single disney/pixar movie thats ever been made. starting with toy story, to a bugs life, to monsters inc, to nemo, to the incredibles, to ratatouille and my favorite, WALL-E!! they have a new movie coming out on may 29th called UP and it looks great...lolz..im such a kid. i cant wait for it to come out! awww.. ^ ^

asian studies.

so im kinda very excited about the major i finally decided on persuing. asian studies with a certification in chinese studies/language. i would love love loooove to do a couple semesters abroad...would be teh coolest! rawr! i always wanted to do something with a foreign language..originally i wanted spanish..but i took spanish for like 10 years from elementary to high school...its just to easy..chinese would be great..urgh i cant waits! lolz

william just laughed when i told him. he was happy actually..asked me why i wouldnt go for japanese instead (he's betraying his motherland china ;p ) and he also mentioned he would tell his father so that he could help me out when it comes to refining my chinese when i start learning it...lolz...omg'osh..shall be fun

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Cry.sys!

im going through a mid-mid-life crisis. ive no fuckin idea wat imma do with school. ive always wanted to do something with science. so i decided a whiiile back to stick with envirnmental engineering. urgh! why math! i hate math. everything about it. science has alot of math, specially any engineering field. so im screwed. ive been doing horribly in my classes. eewk! so imma have to change my major. what with work and shitz, i have no time to dedicate to school, or atleast the required amount of time, wich sucks ballz. i wish id didnt have to work but its a must. im so fucking far behind. all my friends are graduating. william graduates in a month. and ive got years to go. this is bullshit. i suck. lolz. i wanna do sumffin artsy, yet science i still wanna do, yet i dunno. i DUNNO! i dont want math classes, so im fucked for a science 'sumffin' major...i was thinking asian studies. that should be fun. i like history &&& i have to learn an asian language. chinese here i come..roflz. the second i tell william i wanna do asian studies he'll call me a rascist, him and his chinese ass..yummy! urgh. i'll figure this out.

*celebrate and dance so free* woooo!

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